Today my world has been rocked with two colleagues being shot dead for doing their job. They went to work today not knowing it was their last. I intend to learn that everyday is special as it maybe our last.
WHY? People on here know me as a budding counsellor and life coach. What people don't know is I am also a police officer and have been for 11 years. Today two colleagues were lured to a bogus burglary and were shot at and the blown up with a grenade. They were brave ladies who were responding to what they believed to be a cry for help. One was due to get married and the other had just starred her career. These two officers received their calling and that was to enter a profession where they could help people stay safe and protected. Today they had their lives needlessly taken from them. I am upset and I know that in a couple of days my emotions will subside and I will be able to see the real reason and Gods plan for them, but right now I am quite angry. I have asked God and my Angels to calm me but I'm struggling a little this evening.
HOW TO HELP: Please remember in your prayers all the amazing people who have decided to work for one of our amazing services. Fire, ambulance, police and armed services.
INSPIRATION: From this will come calm. We will Hopefully learn to forgive. I believe that everything has a lesson attached to it. Mine is to appreciate my family more, live my life to the fullest and love every minute of life. I don't always understand Gods plan for those that are taken early but I know that they will inspire a whole new generation of helping people. God bless Fiona And Nicola xxx

Kellie...I'm so sorry. At times like these there are no comprehensible answers and perhaps even 'sorry' isn't adequate. Having experienced tragic losses myself I do know well the confusion, anger and sadness that you, your other colleagues and the victim's families must be feeling. And I know too, that the conclusion you have drawn on a personal level, the decision to let this tragedy be the catalyst that spurs you on to live the life you were born to live and never waste a minute of it, is a choice that comes from your Highest Self. And, it is the choice your friends would want them to make. Because when we respond to an act like this by choosing Life and Hope we are saying a resounding NO to darkness...and by doing so, we all triumph. My prayers are with you and your friends...may God bless all first responders everywhere.
8 months ago BridgetSoulflame
ps., I'm very glad you shared this with us...this is a place where healing can happen <3
8 months ago BridgetSoulflame
*Hugs* This is one of those shocking times, but so much more when you are close to the event/those involved. I too sometimes scratch my head at things, and even the idea that everything has a reason, part of a larger plan, isn't much comfort. I welcome those beautiful souls Home. They had their reasons on a soul level, and at the least I honor that, even if I do not understand why.
8 months ago Robbiesan
sending my prayers..
8 months ago joannecooper
I am so sorry to hear about your colleagues. My brother-in-law is a policeman and on a SWAT team and we are constantly concerned for his safety. Honor your feelings - only after you are able to fully feel and release them will you be able to heal and move forward. I will be sending you good thoughts and prayers to you and your friends.
8 months ago PamelaK
Sending my prayers for your colleagues, you and their families for this senseless tragedy. As you move forward and try to make sense of what happened in the days to come, may you find the comfort of peace and love in the most unlikely places.
Love and Light,
Tera
8 months ago royally_chic
How horrible. I wish you were here, I'd offer you hugs and a shoulder to cry on. Much Love
8 months ago Lonnie_L_Jones
Wow. There's no way I can know what you are going through right now. Just know that you have my support and I'll be praying for you and your coworkers, and the families involved. Wishing you peace and strength through this...Aev.
8 months ago Aevalle.Galicia
((((((((((((((((( x )))))))))))))))))
8 months ago beachgirl
have no fear for your life. life is eternal. One never forgets all those who serve.
8 months ago eugene
nor does One abandon them. One welcomes them into The Kingdom.
8 months ago eugene
May we all move forward in peace & eternally honor these great women along with all others who serve.
8 months ago jbmase
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I have been on my retreat this weekend and it has really helped. I have learnt through my rekie today that Archangel Zadkiel is looking over me and I am chuffed as punch. Violet light is my healer. Love my retreats I learn so much about myself and others.
8 months ago Authenticallyhappy
Kellie soooo sorry for your friends................I will say prayers for them! and light candles for their souls!!! we also need to celebrate theire amazing courageous lives.............which they put on the line to make people like us safe every day!!! xxx
8 months ago Rose22
Kellie, so sorry for the loss of you colleagues, you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
8 months ago Dqthomas